Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Grace Upon Grace

-Fresh hot donut and coffee in the morning
-Good country music
-Break from studying to read
-Accidental nap
-Excited for Resolved
-Encouraged by Dr. MLJ and his commitment to expository preaching & thankful for all the men who've had the same faithfulness to the Word and helped me grow. What a blessing!

"I gave up nothing [a promising medical career]; I received everything. I count it the highest honor that God can confer on any man to call him to be a herald of the gospel." Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Toe Up.

I started reading Jeremiah to find encouragement in his faithful serving in fruitless ministry. Instead, I am getting torn to shreds in seeing Israel's apathy and faithlessness toward God. I am more like Israel. I am the worst.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Newport Food Adventures

On Wednesdays I only have class from 10-11am this quarter. The past couple of weeks I've been staying in the library or going to starbucks. Today I thought I'd change things up and go to Tapioca Express. So I went, got a table and read for an hour (I'm reading "How to Win the Nobel Prize: An Unexpected Life in Science" for extra credit in mirco. I love it. It is so interesting! So nerdy...).
Anyway, I looked out the window and it was such a nice day today! We've been having a lot of those down here. I decided it was too nice to waste sitting inside (also, last week when I was at home Kaity commented on how pale I was...). I yelped a place to grab lunch in Newport and took a drive down PCH.
Dude man, I have been wasting my time in Newport! It's wonderful! So, to help me better appreciate this lovely place I live in I have decided to make Wednesdays (maybe not every Wednesday) "Food Adventure Days". Cheap good food!
Today, I went to Big Belly Deli (http://www.yelp.com/biz/big-belly-deli-newport-beach). I think I am in love. It has deli in the title but really the set up is more like a dive bar and nothing like a deli at all. I got the Rajun Cajun sandwich, which is technically breaking my food restriction diet of being a vegetarian, but let's be real-- a girl has got to have her some meat!!! 
The Rajun Cajun has "spicy chicken and sausage sauteed with red onion and bell peppers with melted jalapeno jack cheese and Tabasco ranch". Delicious!
All the sandwiches come a side option of macarroni salad, baked beans, cole slaw, or potato salad. I got the coleslaw. I'm not a huge fan of coleslaw in general and I'm not really sure why I ordered it. But it was pretty good. Not super mayonaisey and I think there was mustard in it.
I got it to go because I didn't want to look all lame eating alone (I am lame). The portion is relatively smaller compared to Qwick Korner (also excellent, but not in Newport.) but looks can be deceiving. I am really full.
Price wise you're looking at spending a little over $10 if you get a drink (honestly...this sandwich would be excellent with a little drankk). It's right off the beach. The only thing is that parking is limited to street parking which could get a little tricky, but since I went in the middle of the day it was fine. I want to go back and try their pizza. Someone join me!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Sleepless in Irvine.

So much to do, so little time. Farewell to sleep. Hello coffee!!! 


I like what Piper has to say about sleep:



The human heart does not replenish itself with sleep. The body does, but not the heart. We replenish our hearts not with sleep, but with the Word of God and prayer.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Comfort Kills.

Over break, Elyse and I met up for brunch to exchange Christmas gifts and just to catch up on life. Spending any amount of time with Elyse is always tons of fun and so so so encouraging. She is the best. Anyway, we got to talking about church, ministry, and our own lives and we decided that being comfortable is the worst. It's this sneaky sin that creeps in unnoticed until you're in way over your head.

Being comfortable is easy too. I mean, no one wants to be uncomfortable. Last quarter I had all this back pain from sitting hunched over. Lying down didn't help. Sleeping in the fetal position with my knees hugged to my chest didn't help. Even doing "child's pose" (which usually relieves some tension. Yoga ftw, sorry Mohler.) didn't help. So I went to the masseuse. Discomfort alleviated.

But that's not the uncomfortableness Elyse and I were talking about. We talked about those situations where we were scared to confront other Christians about sin in their lives, the conversations with our non-Christian friends we knew we needed to have, and just a general getting out of this Christian fluffy, comfy, nicey bubble we so easily fall into and chill in.

How do we fight this? How can we muster the courage to get into each other's kitchens when we see sin? How do we tell our lost friends about their need for a Saviour? How do we live lives that matter?

You could try harder, I suppose. Join some program. Get more involved in your outreach ministry. You could even "engage the culture". Go to a bar. Go to a strip club. Really get into the world.

But why? I think that's the question we have to ask ourselves. Why are we even doing this? Why is it necessary to point a wayward Christian in the right direction? Why do we need to help the unsaved? Why do we need to fight sin in our own lives? If our answer is nothing more than us trying to be good people by lending a hand to our brother/sister and seeking to end world hunger/poverty/human trafficking or any kind of human suffering then we are no different than Angelina Jolie. Yea, she is a UNHCR Goodwill Ambassador, but she is no Christian. Why does it matter that we're Christians?

This might come off a little cold, but whatever, I don't think it is. The times I have been most convicted to act have not been after seeing some sad Save the Children ad or even from hearing some crazy sermon because some preacher told me what I needed to do because all my friends will be all burning in Hell asking me why I didn't tell them about Jesus. Guilt comes for a little while, but emotional rises are lame and insufficient like that because they fade.

Genuine conviction and resulting action come after hearing the gospel. Not some fluffy-prosperity-happy-easy-blessed life-if you believe it- gospel, mind you. The real gospel where you know you're a sinner saved only by God's grace and where you have to count the cost of following Jesus. If your heart is moved first then your actions will easily follow. How could they not? Or both could just prove that you aren't even a Christian at all.

Hear and believe the gospel. Count the cost. Then obey.

"Therefore, salt is good; but if even salt has become tasteless, with what will it be seasoned? It is useless either for the soil or for the manure pile; it is thrown out. He who has ears to hear, let him hear." Luke 14:34-35

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Jesus vs. ____________

"Christ Jesus is the life of all the graces and comforts of a Christian in this world. By the knowledge and contemplation of him and of his death in our stead faith lives and is strengthened from day to day. All the springs of repentance are opened and flow freely when the heart is melted by views of a dying Saviour. Love feels the attractive power of its glorious object and is kindled into, a holy flame. Sin is mortified, the world is subdued, and the hope of future glory is supported, enlivened, and confirmed so as to become sure and steadfast, like an anchor of the soul. But without him, whom having not seen we love, these graces would die--or to speak more properly they would have no existence." Fawcett

Monday, October 4, 2010

People say growing up with brothers makes meals a battlefield...


but those people didn't grow up eating in my mother's kitchen. Saw this on girltalk today. My mother used to say this exact phrase and leave exactly one light on for the poor, lone, slow eater left at the table after everyone else had finished dinner.


  
Is dueling a brother for the last piece of chicken really worse than sitting alone in the dark finishing your meal? Ask Kimberly.